Stupid, stupid, stupid

Why haven’t I had a mammogram in 4 years?

Why didn’t I find this lump when it was 3 cm or 2 cm?

Why was I so stupid about this?

These are the kind of things that wake you up at 4:30 AM.


  1. esmail said

    hi .. thanks for the updates …

    your questions are quite natural, but you really
    can’t blame yourself, your energy be best focused
    on the future instead of thinking what could/should
    have happened in the past.

    i realize this is easier said than done of course.

    hope the medical procedure goes well. be thinking
    about you.

  2. Julia said

    Girlfriend, as someone once quoted to me, “Do what you can, where you are, with what you have.”

    Thinking of you and sending energy…

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